Pen or Pain

It is now 4:00 am at my time zone , And I could not sleep until this moment, seriously I don’t know why !!!!
If I close my eyes, the idea and words come from brain, For that I am writing.
And know all things disappear, And to be apparent I am not drunk, But I have enough of problems to deal with it by pen or pain or both.

By the way I am admirer of pens , specially parker’s pen co.
I have been looking for parker 51 since 3 years , and I could not catch it .

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Finally I hope you enjoy with this video